Andy Kirwan
Music journalist and blogger
Apparently, all stories can be reduced to one line. Somebody wants something and they have trouble getting it. It’s the story of all our lives when you think about it. So where the hell do you begin with this one? A story about this someone — Jake Green — who wants something — to be a musician and songwriter — and, now here’s the conceit, gets within reach of it and throws it all away. I mean, we’re not talking about someone who gets that little taste of glory, that little glimmer of stardom, that flutter of hope in the belly, then slowly withers under the intensity and glare of the spotlight because they can’t cope with the pressure, the fear of failure — or even the fear of success. Or somebody who just wants out and decides to fall apart but on their terms, I mean, self-destruct through drugs or alcohol or just sheer manic anxiety. People who do things like that, they do them because it’s the only thing left they have any control over, if you think about it. They’ve surrendered everything else in their pursuit of this thing, this, how can you put it, this chimera we call fame, without ever stopping to try and understand what it really is. And what is it anyway? It’s just another way of life, that’s all it is. Another way of life that is not going to work out for everybody. And people aren’t always ready for it and they don’t know how to get a handle on it.
But Jake, I mean, he wasn’t even in that deep. He hadn’t even reached the edge but he’d already made this decision he was going to jump anyway. And if you ask me, the really tragic thing is it was probably all there for him, all there for the taking if he’d just adapted, accepted what had happened and went along with it. It was one of the weirdest – no, the weirdest – exits from the arena of rock ‘n’ roll I’d ever seen. My take is he believed he was doing something really revolutionary. But if you ask me, he just bottled it and needed a way out. So he found an exit door that nobody else had ever gone through before and out he went. Brilliant ending in one way but very, very tragic in another.